English language has been the biggest source of anxiety for me over the last few weeks. Last week, when I talked to my colleague, I found myself stuttered and I could barely make 3 words out of 5. I am 100% aware it has something to do with my recent trauma and I don’t plan to give up talking to people in English in the foreseeable future. But, ugh, I don’t know. Sometimes it is just really, really hard. Okay?